The Sunset

I have been having a rather hard time these past few weeks with my miscarriage.  Andrew's due date is less than a month away, and I think that has a lot to do with it.  I am very angry that my baby was taken from me and very sad that my womb is empty.  I feel like there is a void in my heart and I cry at least daily for my little one.  I am not sure how to talk about it, or what to talk about, because it is so very personal and hard to understand if you have never experienced the death of a child.  I was thinking last night how Wade and I would be putting the final touches on the nursery and getting the last minute things taken care of, like the hospital bag and where the precious pups would go.  Wade is so faithful and confident that our time will come for a baby.  I wish I were that confident.  I found this quote which did bring a bit of peace today.

"At the end of the day, all the children of heaven come together to paint the colors of the sunset." -Carley Marie Dudley

What a beautiful image to think about.....